i guess blogging here again wouldn't hurt. besides.. who in my circle of friends still reads this, right?

i've to say that i am falling in love. again? perhaps. or maybe not. what sucks about all this is my uncertainty if what i feel is real or not.

i hope it is.

there has got to be something wrong with me.

so if he asked me.. i would say no.

a commitment is big.

single life is good.

ugh.

well i guess it's a good thing that he gave a warning, right? but still.

what will i say?

what if i just say "yes" because i don't know what else to say.

mia was right. "don't do anything you might regret later."

but i don't know which one i'll regret more. saying yes, or saying no.

i feel what he feels. probably. maybe. hopefully.

but if i'm uncertain of how i feel, how will i say yes?

ugh. ugh.

i'm scared.